Sunday, June 01, 2003

yday was a true rollercoaster. haha. madness. was still feeling the aftereffects of sentosa after i was done. esp when i went to bath. the stupid cut on my foot. stung like mad. made me hop for the rest of the morning. could hardly pay attention during service. the sermon was a drag. literally. oh well. the worship was great today. though i couldnt really singing with all the stupid phelgm and stuff which was stuck in my throat. oh well.
after church went to study wee bit of chem. tried to cram in what little i could. went for lunch. ban mian! nv felt so hungry. i wonder why.. den back to church after some plaster buying by michelle. haha. junior plasters. -no comments-. played floorball! new sticks new balls new rules new game! whole lot of fun. its a miracle how much antics and drama can unfold within an hour and a half? it seemed like 10 mins. all the fun and laughter in that room. was dying running around. but so much fun. after that had lil bit of dessert and drink too. before going home. for dinner! hahaha. crazy day. watched tv and studied lil bit of chem warm down. before coming here to wrap things up for the day. hope i wun tink about all these crazy things instead of chemistry tmr morning..
havent been thinking beyond the surface the past few days. since im having so much fun and trying to take in whats on the outside first. only.. friday. after the hist paper i went to catch bruce almighty with jinx and andrew. heh. din really enjoy the jokes in the movie that much. cuz there were a bunch of super loud and stupid guys on my right who were making hell lot of stupid comments. and i bet they thought they were really funny. oh well. we all think like that once in a while. but made me think about the story in general. its not like what ppl think that it makes fun of God. or what ppl say sacreligious. it puts what he does in a different aspect. how he tries to listen to all of us. yet he cant give in to us. for whatever reasons. and how he uses his powers and abilities in the best way and most strikingly of all. how he cant change free will. which is the most crippling yet most.. beautiful of his power. there's a limit to his power after all. cuz in the end. no matter what u do in life. the final decision is up to u. the element of free will. b-e-autiful!! =) hahahahaa.

starry starry night.
paint your palette blue and gray.
look out on a summers day
with eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
shadows on the hills.
sketch the trees and daffodils.
catch the breeze and the winter chills.
in colours on the snowy linen land.

now i understand.
what u tried to say to me.
how u suffered ur sanity
and how u tried to set them free.
they would not listen
they did not know how.
perhaps they'll listen now.

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